new lj, hehehe [07/08/05 x 319pm] [ mood | okay ] robot_ballerina ok ok ok!, i swear this will be the last one :] your mom goes to college.

whew. [07/03/05 x 725pm] [ mood | bouncy ] i've been working out like crazy today! phew. i'm pretty tired. i went jogging, bike riding, & still came home to do sit ups. i hate updating now. maybe i need a break from lj? or a new one? BADDDD CRRAAZZZYYYNNNNEESS!@# 1 . your mom goes to college.

if i told you this was killing me would you stop. [07/01/05 x 901am] [ mood | content ] heyyyy everyone! i'm at the wonderful felicia's house. woo. there's so much i have to say about the last few days. but i won't talk about them now because i'll just end up typing a big long entry that will take up all my time and felicia would just miss me too much and she would want me to just crawl back into bed with her. but yaaaaaaaaaaa. i've been happy...confused at times...but happy. well, i'm going to make passionate love with the best cousin in the world now. ya...keeping it in the familyyyyyyyyyyyyy! love, the red neck. your mom goes to college.

& i'll never need to see the sun again. [06/23/05 x 849pm] [ mood | calm ] today was fun :] stood home & slept, then studied for my finals that are tomorrow and monday. went out with my mom. bought two shirts, sun glasses, and a sequince belt♥♥♥ tomorrow is half a day. i have my algebra 2 & u.s. history final tomorrow. then i get out at 10:10, woo! tomorrow at 6pm i have to go to rehearsal for brian and steph's wedding. then after that there is going to be a HUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGE party at godmother's house. & when i say huge...i mean huge. we're all going to get drunk then be hung over for the wedding the next day haha. & then get drunk again at the wedding. i have a crazy family and i freaking love it!♥ then sunday i have to wake up around 7 to go to the hair appt. with all the other bridesmaids. dave is sleeping over my house tomorrow night because he's coming with me to the huge party and to the wedding. i'm glad that he's going to be around :] i have no idea what time the actual wedding starts nor the party afterwards. oh well. i'm definately not going to be able to update at all this weekend. that's why i'm telling you my whole life story right now, haha. i probably left some stuff out but hey...you'll make it. bwuhaha. i'm going to go dry my hair now. later suckaaaaaaaaaas. i'm taking blood oaths feels like you could kiss my imperfections away and I will stand by your side until the sun turns the sky all the colors i see in your eyes for you...because i miss you dearly and can't wait til i see you again. your mom goes to college.

AAAHHH!! [06/22/05 x 818pm] [ mood | shocked ] THIS IS MAKING ME CRAZY! EVERYONE JUST NEEDS TO BE QUIET AND MAKE FRIENDS WITH EACHOTHER... ...C'MONNNNNNNN NOWWWWW!! rawr. your mom goes to college.

:] [06/20/05 x 745pm] [ mood | happy ] martinez is all mine. MMM MMM, BITCH! i just got off the phone with her & i'm about to call her back in like 20 minutes. woo! i can't wait to hear her beautiful voice :] i was so awake when i woke up this morning. it felt good to get that much sleep last night. i was so energized this morning. school was so much fun...for no reason at all. I MISS MY DAVEEEE!! BABY, COME LIVE WITH MEEEE. I'LL MAKE YOU TOAST EVERYDAYYYYYYYYYY ♥ your mom goes to college.

we've been too quiet for too long. [06/19/05 x 333pm] [ mood | cheerful ] I LOVE MARIA MARTINEZ! oh so much ;] haven't updated in a while, sorry about that peoplezz!! bwuhahaaaaaaaaa. i'm extremely hyper right now. hmmm. well. dave slept at my house for a whole week. what a fun time :]♥ i took care of my babyyy!. he went home last night. my weekend has been really great!, but sort of sad at the same time. friday i went to kyle's going away/graduation party. i didn't even have as much fun as i wanted to because i kept thinking about how he is going away for 3 months :[ then yesterday i just hung out with dave and my brother. mark ended up coming over too, and then brooke. we just played video games in my brother's room AND I SOOOOOO KICKED MARK'S, DAVE'S, AND MIKE'S ASS! BWUHAHAHAHA! i'm the best. woo. brandon is leaving tuesday. i need to talk to him and see when he wants to hang out with me and ash. maybe tomorrow or something. it's going to be sad to see him go. ugh...why!!! WHY DOES KYLE AND BRANDON HAVE TO LEAVE! well actually kyle already left. he left 30 minutes ago :`[ i called him around 2:30 to tell him some stuff. i wanted him to know that i was truley going to miss him. he's going to write while he's away, then he comes back in september for 10 days. i'm definately going to hang out with him when he comes back. i'm going to miss my boys. well...i need to call my mom to see if she can give me a ride to dave's house. even though he was here for about a week i miss him already. i love him so much :] HE'S MINESSSSSSSSSSS! p.s. i love having a fan ♥ hehehe, martinez :] your mom goes to college.

this is what i get for wanting more, for wanting more. [06/15/05 x 351pm] [ mood | cheerful ] i think i want a new lj ;] i'm sooo bad, hehe. I'M GOING TO HANG OUT WITH THE BEST PEOPLE IN THE WORLD TODAYYYY! hollie, erik, DAVE, christine, heather, & mike. if only my martinez were here to rape my ass...then the circle would be complete :] i'm offffffffff♥ your mom goes to college.

dave dave dave dave dave dave♥ [06/13/05 x 819pm] [ mood | loved ] you're not like any other girl i've went out with, & i'm not like any other guy you've went out with. we're just like each other♥ THAT IS WHAT MY BOYFRIEND TOLD ME LAST NIGHT. words like love can't express what i'm feeling. & i'll never need to see the sun again there's enough light in your eyes to light up our little world so take me away♥ your mom goes to college.

:\ [06/11/05 x 1044pm] [ mood | crappy ] sometimes you just got to figure out, if he doesn't care, you're missing out on someone that does. 2 . your mom goes to college.

? [06/09/05 x 153pm] [ mood | okay ] this is me...updating. your mom goes to college.

are you in? or are you out? [06/07/05 x 1035pm] [ mood | cheerful ] these past two days have been so chaotic!! ( yesterday & today ) today was the last day for seniors. i cried when i was hugging kyle...and he didn't know i was. and then when i walked into portuguese class i saw brandon and i started crying again HAHA. i really don't want him to move away. he is the best guy friend i could ever have...him and kyle. ugh. today was so depressing. my best guys are gone :[ at least i hung out with brandon today and i'm going to hang out with him some more before he leaves. and i know i'm going to kyle's party. so it shouldn't be too emotional. plus, there's graduation too. ugh. i'm going to bed now. ♥ your mom goes to college.

you know you won't fool me! [06/06/05 x 841pm] [ mood | calm ] it's been a while since i sat here and wrote a real update. so i'll do it nowww! tomorrow is the last day for seniors! :[ that means no more brandon, and no more kyle. i think i might cry...even though it sounds dumb. they are the best guy friends a girl could ever have in this world! ugh. i'm going to miss them so much. but i know i'm going to hang out with both of them some time this week hopfully! one thing is for sure...i am going to miss my boys :[ i hung out with chantel, ilidio, and maleni today! woot!, we had so much fun. we're so crazy when we're all together. only like 18 days of school left! for some reason i don't want it to end...but then again i want this summer to be here alreadyyyyyyy! dave's graduation is in 4 days. i can't believe it. he's really grown up now. it kind of scares me. do you think he'll want to be all adult-ish now? i hope he stays young at heart forever. bleh.   ( my homies are leaving :[ ) your mom goes to college.

i don't think you'll make it out. [06/06/05 x 622am] [ mood | okay ] when everyone has left me here I'LL MAKE IT ON MY OWN JUST WAIT AND SEE god, i love this song so much. i feel so weird. i have to go get ready for school. 1 . your mom goes to college.

writing you letters you never read. [06/03/05 x 443pm] [ mood | bouncy ] today was really good. i laughed so hard with carlos during lunch. HICKORY SMOKED!♥ martha is definately the biggest pimp, right carlos? school was so much fun :] i'm going to take a nap now. i'm leaving at 6 to go to dave's house. i need my rest or else i'll end up sleeping there lol. i hope everyone is in a good mood like me right now :] your mom goes to college.

UGH! [06/01/05 x 106pm] [ mood | depressed ] IT'S NOT FAIR!! DON'T LEAVE ME, KYLE!! :[ each day that passes by is a day closer to the time kyle has to leave! i am soo sad![♥] EDIT! so i walked to the store spent a buck fifty in quarters to buy the ring you said you liked cause i'm thinking of you now now i drive to the coast the place where i drowned all my fears let the water set me free i'm screaming, can't you hear? or is this the end of everything i love or are we destined for more? why can't you look me in the eyes and tell me what you want to i know you want to.. so bad.. so bad F OFF i hate sad/angry moods like this. music is the only thing making me feel better! 1 . your mom goes to college.

how could this happen to me. [05/29/05 x 1106pm] [ mood | cranky ] wow. prom was the shit! i had the time of my life. it definately was a night that i will never forget, EVER! but ya...either than that i feel like shit right now. no one comment on this entry. i'll just get mad at you. ♥ your mom goes to college.

eek! [05/26/05 x 800pm] [ mood | bouncy ] PROM IS TOMORROW! your mom goes to college.

NIGGER! [05/25/05 x 824pm] [ mood | content ] i haven't updated in a few days! this week has been hectic! like whoa, man. i went tanning today with the girls♥ i feel tan :] i'm going again friday around 1. & i still have so much shittttt to do! my mom has not fixed my dress yet. i need her to remove something, then i'm going to add something to it. just trying to be creative. don't shit your pants, you'll see pictures of it either saturday or sunday. yesterday was alot of fun! i got to see star wars 3!! YES BITCH! oh my fucking god, it was sooooooo good! :] i went with holly, erik, christine, heather, dave, & mike. we had lots of fun! me = chewbacca christine = yoda dave = darth mal haha! ♥ i love my friends so much! well, i have a butt load of homework to do, so i'm offffffff! your mom goes to college.

BLAH♥ [05/22/05 x 1013pm] [ mood | bouncy ] earlier today everything SUCKED! but i'm glad i have a boyfriend who is willing to say the stupidest things just to make sure i smile♥ i love david so much. i am so in love with him. he is so perfect! he is truley my pecan delight :] i hung out with dave & the band today. they are the true definitions of best friends. i love them all. watched night at the roxbury lmao, that movie will never get old to me. i love it! i should be going to bed right now. i need to wake up for my run. 29 school days left! ya, i didn't count the weekend...SO WHAT! eh, it'll go by fast now that mcas is done. dave, m&m, & maria are the luckiest bitchessssss!! GRR, THEY HAVE FINALS TOMORROW AND TUESDAY AND THEY ARE DONE WITH HIGH SCHOOL FOR THE REST OF THEIR LIVES! i'll hurt them :] 2 . your mom goes to college.

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